Which is why I never speak up about anything I am upset by. I don't blame anyone for it other than myself, but drama causes me a lot of stress and a lot of pain. I've cut my fricking hand open, I've slammed myself against walls. This has been giving me nothing but stress, anxiety attacks and pain. I don't want to get involved any more with this, I said it was sorted because originally the ordeal was about me and my girlfriend and I clarified a bunch of stuff, with a lot of people, I don't really know what else to say.

(Doesn't say SWD in it, but it is clearly aimed at us, you can also clearly see how he called us 'Vile' and 'Disgusting' which are just two of the wide range of things he's called us / people we're associated with.) Not 'Money' as they claims. They are one of the reasons Sam left. They are the reason we cannot seem to bring a female member to the team without being threatened for it. They are the reason the team fell apart the other week. Or does he find some fun in keeping it up because he knows that we still get attacked by people over it? If he really sorted things out with John yesterday he would take it down. The fact that he still persists on keeping that video / thread up to 'Punish John' is a load of rubbish.

Had he have actually contacted us first everything could have been sorted and all the drama could have been avoided. But he claimed that he couldn't, or it would just go ignored. He could have contacted us via email, SWDTeam site, Minecraft Forums, Planet Minecraft, Skype, Facebook, twitter etc, there were plenty of ways to contact us. They claimed they could not contact us first to see what was going on which was a total load of rubbish, considering they were happy to talk with us on skype just after they had posted everything. That 'Incident' last year had an impact on us all. None of the other team member were involvedĪll i'm saying was John was the only one who spoke up about stuff.

Is it down ikingssgc